In the 1960s, the young poet Diane di Prima was at one of those legendary Beat parties that movies are made of. Everyone was there. There were drugs and ideas and romances. Jack Kerouac was there, holding court. And yet di Prima got up to leave and go home early.
Why? Because her babysitter was expecting her. All the other writers in the room judged her, silently laughed at her, believers in that line that the pram in the hall is the enemy of good art. Kerouac was not so silent about his disdain. âUnless you forget about your babysitter,â he said to her in front of everyone, âyouâre never going to be a writer.â
Di Prima, a good parent, left anyway. As Julie Phillips writes in her fascinating book about creatives and parenting, The Baby on the Fire Escape, âShe believed she wouldnât have been a writer if sheâd stayed. To write and come home on time, she argued, required âthe same discipline throughoutâ: a practice of keeping her word.â
So often important and talented people use their work and their talent as an excuse to neglect their obligations as parents. But di Prima was exactly right to see them both as a matter of discipline and commitment. The idea that anything (or anyone) is improved by neglecting one part of their life for another is nonsense. But the opposite is trueâby keeping your word to yourself, to your children, you are strengthening an important muscle. By being disciplined and protective of your personal life, you are being protective and dedicated to your professional life.
Donât let anyone tell you differently. Donât let anyone judge you for that.